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14 September 2010 @ 07:59 pm
My life has been stagnant for so long I feel strange finally being able to move on. It's not fear or excitement exactly, and yeah, I am feel both things, but its just weird knowing I can finally start creating the life I want for myself. Maybe what I'm feeling is relief that I am moving on. That I wont be stuck in this "cow town," as Jeremy Renner so aptly put it, (seriously, my elementary school shared real estate with a cow farm). Up until this morning I've had this nagging fear in the back of my mind that something would happening making "The Davis Plan" fall apart for me. It's why I've held off buying anything for my apartment, just in case I wouldn't need it.

I'm still not sure what the hell I'm going to do with my life after school, not because I don't know what I'd love to do, but because I don't think I can make the type of career I would want in that field.
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w0rld4vampsw0rld4vamps on September 15th, 2010 03:22 am (UTC)
when do you go to Davis?
Lupechocmarsh on September 15th, 2010 03:26 am (UTC)
Sometime this weekend. I'm checking in, picking up my keys, and meeting my roommate on Friday, but I'm not moving in until late Saturday possibly early Sunday.
w0rld4vampsw0rld4vamps on September 15th, 2010 03:34 am (UTC)
how exciting! You'll do just fine! Don't worry about it so much right now. Just worry about getting there and getting settled. You'll be fine!

Lupechocmarsh on September 15th, 2010 03:47 am (UTC)
That's pretty much what I'm worried the most about right now, but I'm also planning ahead to like, a year.

Actually, the only reason I'm thinking about the long term future is that I need to get a minor and in trying to figure out which classes I need to take I started wondering about whether I should go teach history and end up writing my Epic Hadrian Novel, or try getting into the film industry and work in something I love.

To recap, I'm taking classes in my major and classes that will count for a hist. or a dramatic arts minor.
blithe87: Cherubs (Raphael)blithe87 on September 19th, 2010 07:18 pm (UTC)
I've been feeling the same this last year. I'm relieved to have moved on and I'm so glad that things worked out for you!!!

Lupechocmarsh on September 20th, 2010 03:21 am (UTC)
oh,yays for you!
how are things with you, its been forever since we talked. What are you up to? Whats new?